Am sorry my sweet angel
For the cards in life,
You were dealt.
It is the worst pain,
As your mother
That I have ever felt.
Dealing with pain
I am no stranger,
I would lay down and die
If you were endanger.
Mistakes I have made
All through my life,
Only with you
I have no strife.
I wish you had
A better setting growing up,
And I hope you can do
A lot of forgetting,
What I did wrong.
You deserved so much more,
But I provided
Everything I could.
Now that am older
I look back and I constantly say,
\' I should\'
It kills me to know,
You feel so depressed
And all alone.
I only wish
You still needed me,
And it was something
You never outgrown.
I believe in you
And I know you try,
Your a victim of circumstance
And I will tell you why..
I wasn\'t a very strong mother,
Never had a lot of money
But my goal was,
To keep us altogether.
My love,
Is all that I have to give.
Am just praying now,
That you have learned
How to forgive..