a thousand wishes

The Days of recovery (Day 3): Judgement

Bang your gavel 

Sentence me to my execution 

There\'s no solution  

Just retribution 

I know what I\'ve done 

 

I killed a girl 

She was so young 

I killed her with  

My endless amount of love 

I let them use her up 

And I let them break her

I took everything away 

And I turned her into me 

 

So judge me 

I\'m waiting 

Hurt me  

There\'s nothing left of her for saving 

 

Neglect me and reject me  

I\'ll change me if you let me

I\'m sitting just waiting 

For your judgment  

 

That girl lost her life 

She had so much left to see 

And now that girl 

Is stuck 

And she just had to be...me 

 

Why did I have to change 

So easily?  

I wish I could be the girl 

I used to be but I am new 

But is it for the better 

Could it be true? 

Well I don’t know 

So I\'m waiting 

Still waiting 

For that judgment from you