Well now I must end
This description of my internal binds
This record log of the warfare of my mind
Just this particular one
There will be more
For this journey is long
And while inhabit this rowboat i must oar
In search of self satisfaction
To be able to achieve a freeing action
I want to show that person in the mirror compassion
And the joy i often give to others ,
for myself i must not ration
In my obsessive devotion for the understanding of myself
I have humbled myself and meet weekly with an emotional sage
She has high hopes
I have no doubts she’ll help me reach this next stage
The only question is however? Will i find my way to peace before im consumed by my rage ?