a thousand wishes

Last letter

First, I want to say sorry for being thoughtless 

And all the pain, it brought us 

But baby I\'m not flawless 

I made mistakes, I let you down

 

You\'re not around, you\'re gone 

Thought I\'d be happy but I\'m withdrawn 

 

I watched it all pass me by 

Going at a fast pace 

Not much to articulate  

 

I watched you leave  

Picking up the pieces from a time when we could breathe 

The world keeps turning and leaving us behind  

 

Falling into the abyss of myself  

You said it would be me  

Nobody else 

It\'s ok, I\'m fine

I tell you all the time

 

I hate it here without you

Is this even a home?

If there\'s no love around

none lost and none found

 

Is there any love for me?

Is there ever any justice?

Ever any victory?

 

If this is my last letter to you,

I\'m sorry for all I put us through

I was young

and stupid too

I didn\'t know the damage I could do

and now I\'m really missing you

 

This is my last letter to you