The once overwhelming pain
now just a physical presence.
The new interest in people
seriously decreasing yet..
that one person who always holds on..
Never thought I would live so long,
yet here I am merely cuz of those few people.
Making me pass through these awful days,
making me look forwards for something.
Ruining my once death wish,
giving birth to a solid plan,
not to leave but to live.
Stand and never never get back down.
Making happy from simple things
Ignoring huge set backs just to handle
Ignorance is not acceptance but
acknowledging and yet ignoring...
Yes.
Solitude? almost, but happy? hope? unity?
Yes yes yes