solarasar

Your presence

i feel your presence

in every peak or ravine

i feel my heart hammering through my chest

in every noise or silence

i feel your numbness

in every conversation or activity

i feel the ache in my thumping heart

pulling me down in a swamp

drowning me

gripping me by the throat

squeezing even harder with every hectic movement

i dare to make

i am scared

but i am dead now anyway

~022