You call me on my phone
It\'s messed up cause you know you were wrong
But I\'d rather just be alone
I don\'t wanna think of you all night long
Still I don\'t think I\'ll be getting any sleep
Cause we both always loved really hard
And I know I\'ve sunk six foot deep
As, once upon a time, I folded all my cards
We both know it\'s not so simple anymore
We don\'t show none of our dimples anymore
Cause we know that\'s not the extent of what I bore
Cause we know these walls can\'t have no doors
And now the silent tears are streaming
Yet I can\'t even wish to be dreaming
Cause all I see is nightmares
Until all I know is that the night dares
For me to jump back into your familiar arms
To jump back, so I can feel so warm
To jump back, ignoring those screeching alarms
You send me a voicemail
Full of heartbreaking silence
You think you\'re chasing your own tail
And I don\'t see how you\'re so dense
When you always got me so, so tense
Leaving me unable to think or sense
We both know we never had any balance
You send me another voicemail
Naming our favourite sushi place
And I really don\'t want to bail
Mascara, lipstick, and some foundation base
I grab my shoes, hurry to our favourite place
Sobbing already, mascara streaking down my face.