Mental

Does mentally tired, make you mentally ill?

or am I just crazy forreal?

My head feels like a pipe that burst

but only leaked a few tears

I wish I can switch up the gears

on life that is

And everything that this shit comes with

cause know I just feel like a crazy bitch

holding emotions in can really effect you

can have you shutting out everything & everyone around you

But how do I deal with adversity

when it keeps on hurting me

How long can I be strong

when there’s missing links

to a chain of all my problems

And can’t nobody solve em

but myself.. well I thought

Until I self destructed

When my mind erupted

Everything I was feeling inside

Things I can no longer hide

The reflection of myself was making me blind

and not realize what I needed to see

the person I was trying to be was hurting me

and God’s greatest gift turned into a burden

How can I nurture when I’m hurting?

Who can nurture me, and make sure I’m the best I can be