When you fear those who
don\'t love you right
And fear losing them
and are afraid of that fear
It\'s too overwhelming
when they add a to-do list on it
You\'re afraid of telling them so,
so you build a wall over the years
and are terrified of letting it down
It\'s building up too much
It spills over in tiny tears
you say you\'re fine over
Everything is terrifying
Letting them know
and letting them close
I can\'t tell anyone anything
They\'d back me into a corner
asking me why
I can\'t see why I\'m like this
with all I hold dear
All this happens
whenever you fear.