Depletion of the energy to fight leads to the light truth of self embracement, but Ego containment doesn\'t think so.
The pain of self detention, fearing contention, dispution, not to mention distortion by a sick impression, is mind losing not confusing too but yet confusing to oneself and later wine and would seemingly be a solution and resolution to ease the feeling. But no knows what I am dealing...with to start with.
This ego in me never perches down, rather it keeps high, searches down in trenches I seemingly try to cover, trying to recover but alone I cannot, oh yes I discover. The best friend not far but within with intentional withstand to withstand with my alter self with tagging my ego to with draw in all worth fighting for.
Covered in a musk of extroversion yet inside the face is clearly painted in introversion. Lonelyness has become a best friend for I now confide in it for peace, a bonafide loner and self destructive thoughts engage at this stage for lack of initiative probably practically professing prudency as a loner would.