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It Pains Me

In the middle of the night when I feel like I can’t breath

when it seems as if walls are closing in

I reach for you knowing you are not within reach.

I close my eyes and imagine you next to me.

Because destiny alone isn’t sufficient for this dream

I paint the colors of our once love

Knowing only on the canvas it’ll remain the same

You however…are not the same

Hate has consumed you

And I am the only one to blame

Can we get back to the bright beautiful colors, We once’s shared?

Those yellow and orange and bright blues

Has turn like the clouds do, those  storming afternoon

What once was beautiful is now tainted

The colors have turn grey and dark

Fuel with hatred

There is no happiness left

You took it all with you

Leaving me in despair

Afraid of what it will do to me

I hold on to our memories

I long for your touch, a kiss and your soft embrace

Please come back to me

For you are my happiness

Forever embedded in me.

 

 

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