Used to exit from that bedsit
Prepare a slap to wake from nap
Just one more breath before death
A troubled life of strife
I\'d sometimes cry then ask myself why
Yearned to learn when illusions held firm
Dropped college for never ending knowledge
Became older
A little less bolder
A servitude of injury and pain
A personal, eternal war
For absolutely no gain
My sheer existence
Down to persistance
How?
Above all else
When love melts
Those countless cuddles
Were worth plenty of struggles
At times I shone
But now I\'m gone
I\'m nowhere to be found
Not burned, nor drowned
Nor buried deep
Six feet underground
As others feared
I just disappeared
One day never, I may sometime return
Until then, I implore you to laugh
At this pointless, useless, cenotaph