as i wish apon a text from him
staring at me is the green dot.
green
green is SUPPOSE to symbolize prosperity..
green means go
but in this case
green is the reddest shade of frustration.
as i wait on that ping
that damn ping
all i can hear is the voices of my inner self constipating
as i reread every. single. message each in a different prospective\'s.
as if i haven\'t read them a thousand times..
only to end up with one conclusion..
what did \"i\" do wrong
with the only negative thing running past your mind is this dot
useless as you wait on a text from a different platform.
useless as you see them react to a post, but surpassingly cannot react to your message ..
that poooor message..
the same message that was sent 8 hours earlier
staring; waiting
for that long ways notification to pop up with their name.
the same name that made you so happy...
but all you can seem to see is that little green dot peeking around
as the 10th hour of \"delivered\" comes to \"read\".