I have felt them,
Since I was a little girl.
That first night
Is when everything in my life started to unfurl.
I then knew
Even as I was so young,
That something evil had just begun.
The whispers that I heard
To this day,
Still leaves me very disturbed.
That\'s when they started attacking me,
Each and every night
And as I grew older,
Realized this was a spiritual fight.
As a teen I started to never want to sleep
Because the terror I have felt,
Ran in me way to deep.
So many years
I kept it all to myself
And all alone,
It became my own personal hell.
Knowing they were coming for me,
Protection from them was never a full guarantee.
Always wanting someone to just reach out
Wanting to let someone know,
What evil was exactly about.
They followed me throughout the years
No one can ever imagine the sounds I can hear.
Finally I learned how to take control,
It became my only finale goal.
You see
When I become paralyzed,
I literally feel as if I could really die.
The experiences I have had
I will only tell a few,
Because most people can not relate
They do not believe it to be true.
I know this might be hard to perceive,
But if you felt, heard and seen
You just might not be so dam naive.
I have so much more of this to tell,
Just stay posted
And come along through..
My Purgatory Hell.