Depress from inside

The sudden urge wants me to kill  myself and get out of my fake shell 

I want to change in a second but when I am unable to change me, it kills me 

I want to escape, I want to relive the moments of years ago…..

 

I feel sadness when I see my evil mind 

I feel bad when I see myself failing, failing in the phases which I thought I learnt, 

I don’t know where I am heading with all the questions but I do know when I will die Everything will fade.