a thousand wishes

Punching bag

I know that I\'ma  punching bag and a pretty good one at that

punch me, man, I\'ll never break

and I\'ll always come right back

 

but inside the inner works 

of me

I think I\'m dying inside myself

I know that I\'m hurting 

 

in the inner works of me

I think that I might falter

I think that I might fall

 

but if I do...

what will they say?

that i didn\'t give it all I got

that i deserve to wither and rot

 

I know...

I hold the weight of the world

my moral obligation to wallow

in everyone else\'s pity

to feel what they feel

so they\'ll never feel small but to me...

 

For me, I feel it all.

 

Judge me, hurt, me, and break me

i don\'t deserve to feel safe and happy

break me, change me, you could would wreck me if you want

 

strong enough to pick up the pieces and do it all again

I don\'t know  if you\'re like me 

I don\'t know if you understand

but if you do then you know

that I\'ll be always a friend

 

I\'m a punching bag

I can build myself specifically for you

i can take the pain

and bring happy days to you


I\'ll never break your heart but you\'re welcome to break mine

because I was born to be

I guess I am born to be

your punching bag