The longing of that person to be with you always is almost too much to bare
Is watching them act as if you are a complete stranger even any fair.
The laughs and the smiles and all the good times seem to fade away
Oh what I would give to go back and change things so that way you would stay
It’s the pulling on my heart every time I see you or anything that reminds me of you that breaks me again and again
They say time heals all but I’m not sure if I’m getting myself out of the waves or just drowning in them.
I tell myself every single day that I’m better without you
But the truth is most of me left with you when you broke my heart into two
I think forgiving is easier than forgetting because I can forgive you for what you put me through
But I will always lay awake at night in pain because what you did runs through my mind every single second of ever single day
If I could talk to you again someday there would be a lot I would want and need to say
But I wouldn’t say them because it’s only Important that you are ok even if it puts me in pain
Loving is easy until you fall too hard too fast
Then you are screwed because it’s like you are walking on very thin glass
With all this being said I wish you all the very best
Because even after everything I will still love you until my heart is put to rest
-SalemIsGone