I hate everything and nothing
And I don\'t know what to blame
My chest feels tight, uncomfortable and restricted
The pain isn\'t bearable because I\'m weak
I don\'t want to be bitter
But every time I think I want to cry
I want to throw up and punch a wall
My thoughts restrict my head and nothing seems to stick
The only constant thing in my life is the darkening thoughts
I hate everything and nothing and the feeling can\'t be explained
The pain I feel makes me self conscious and it makes me selfish
And nothing I do makes the bad thoughts go away