Kinda desperate I was
Not forgetting the facts
Of what I remember from the past
My youth and my heart
Tearing apart
I\'m dephazing from this body
And I\'m not really sure I can trust somebody
Sad from time to time
Remembering that my thoughts are being wasted
Not just by me, but by everybody else
This words just can\'t connect
It\'s like I\'m not alive
I need this love
And I need it before I vow
The huge tree from we all come from
It\'s asking for what I retrieved from him
I don\'t care about the time
I just need the seed
Through this week
I reached a new peak
My heart got pierce
By a hand, so fierce
Born from leaves
I see in dream
Those distant eves
Where you and me, are a team
The choice that my mind can\'t process
It\'s no more than a feel
I feel I been waiting for years
And here I am
Between leaves and eves
Not knowing what to look
Not knowing where to look
26.09.19