Do you hear yourself talking?
Do you think this is working?
Do you think no one notices?
Do you think this is worth it?
How can someone turn all black?
And forget their own beautiful sake?
How can you be this ugly?
Even without the need of your body.
You talk,
Nothing but nonesense.
Even to your own friends.
But to one person you turned wrong.
The one who hears your shouting and stays silent.
The one who sees you putting on your mask to cover all violence.
The one who bears your blames.
You\'ve put him through so much flames.
Flames he doesn\'t deserve.
Flames that should burn your nerves.
He keeps it inside and explodes.
All these things you caused that he holds.
Aren\'t you ashamed of your actions?
To push away a boy who once wanted good interactions.
A boy who has only done you goodness and kind.
How could you push him so far away,
And now can\'t even find.
He\'s right there,
Staring in blue eyes covered in dark-red that is rare.
But when she\'s there,
You\'re an angel, we\'re aware.
Covering the devil with heaven-coloured wings,
She\'ll never sees these bad things.
And I\'ll never understand the reason behind those things.
Probably you\'ve been hurt.
Or are you sad?
Maybe mad?
None of those is an excuse for your evil bad...