Loving a man who will never love you
It’s a karmic cycle, consistent push and pull
When it’s good, it’s good, when it’s bad it’s bad
But all you can think about is the good you had
So you sit there and let the maybe I should of-consume you
To love you, keep you safe, cherish-to have and to hold he never intended to
Because when it’s bad that’s when the truth comes out
You’re a shitty mother-no one can ever love you, you are a bitter woman. You. F*cking. Suck.
Yeah..now you’re stuck
With no where to go, burnt every bridge to cover up the lost hope
Praying to god, begging for help
Because this is the last time
God,
This is the last time, yeah I know I said that the last time
Sold me a dream, so I can sit alone and fantasize
Took me years to walk away, another couple to stay away
Found peace within me, my happy place
Then you come and promise you’d alleviate the pain
When it was you, who had blood on their hands
From stabbing me in my back and tearing out my heart
I make requests, cause you act like you don’t know me
But it was to manipulate my mind, cause you really knew me
Knew what to say, how to act, how to smile
Build a wall up, for you to break it down by force
Express my needs, misogyny, so I really don’t have a voice