This episode of insomniac nights starts again .
Everyone around me is asleep and me
What am I doing here again?
Playing the song, another love on repeat and regrets everything I did today , yesterday, the day before yesterday , actually everyday .
I don\'t know if I need to cry or something else ,
But the flashbacks of it are not letting me sleep and once again I\'m thinking it\'s my fault ,
Everything happened because of me,
Again I\'m hiding myself,
Covering my body with a blanket and still not feeling safe I don\'t know what should I do next ,
Before I slip in the panic state of mine.
My inner child is still there?
It is blaming me i don\'t know why?
I wasn\'t at the fault at that tym!
Is it blaming me that I suppressed it but what could I have done other than it ?
There was no choice.