In my head I see us, another vision of freedom
Another vision of the past comes back like a ghost
Dreaming of somewhere perfect
I feel you inside of me, under the sheets
Our bones are effervescent and shining in every way
But we are cheap and glittery imitations of the past
Drinking our tears like lemonade
Waiting for some kind of miracle, I stay at home
Tending to the flowers you left behind
Tending to this mechanical heartbreak
As you fuck me and my thoughts slip away
I am loveless and numb and weak
Unearthed as the skies break and the rain falls
And the night comes to an end
And I\'m drunk again, and we\'re fleeting
And I\'m alone, and you\'re gone
And the cold winds are howling
As we grow older, buried under disease and pity
I wake up to the sunlight on my face
And I\'m bored, I\'m bored of this illness, the headaches
The bruises on my flesh speaking your name
I have destoryed everything I knew
Writing letters that you will never read
I was never good at letting go, so I\'m holding onto
All the good things that happened, because I don\'t want to think
We will never see each other again
To the ones I love, fragments of the stars
Will you love me when I\'m gone?
When I no longer speak and the silence you hear
Remains like my cum stains, remains like a love song
A question without an answer
A sun without a morning of hope
Will you love me when I\'m gone?
Will you remember that one September?
You didn\'t even say happy birthday
I spent autumn by those golden lakes
Walking the streets at night, crying and crying
I was drowning in my tears, begging you to listen
But you call me crazy and say
You love me and you hurt me and I can\'t stand to live in pain
With sorrowful eyes, I tell you all the time
I\'m your man, you\'re my man, I am yours and you are mine
Angels without wings
Your soft skin cries, your soft skin cries.