And I don’t know why I felt bad about it
Dip my finger in your choking iris,
Scoop out seeds with daggered knife
Roast em’ in the oven at 350*
Pull you long and hard like a cigarette
Blow smoke and retch thick from where you nested
So every breath tastes less like coca cola
Crush what’s left on unforgiving pavement
And I would kick the fuck out of you while you while you’re down, you know that?
Pry your mouth open at the jaw bare-handed and spit in it
Scream your eardrum bloody with all you’ve done to me
I want to feel that last sputtering desperate wet pump of your heart between the ribbed maze of my fingerprints
falling in love with my inexorable anger for you is uncomplicated
Seething in the sacrilege like it’s crisp morning air
I’ll take every word you ever gave me
Cast them solid in the molten flame of my hatred
Gently fold my palms to your knuckles
your hands rest over the hilt like Mother Mary
frenzied blue ringed gold beseeches a now empty wide
Then- piercing sink, slow but unrelentless deep into your depths