the abandoned becomes the abandoner , the manipulated becomes the manipulator and the mistreated becomes the mistreater, trauma responses they are hard to be defeated but why would you destroy my muse she repeated, living in the past that she doesn’t need it , trying to bury her darkness but never succeeded , tried to cause a spark but found herself at the park, trying to get out from what she needed, not knowing what she needed made the loss bigger than any boss.