wonder,
is it admiration or curiosity?
perhaps it is the curiosity of what its like to admire or be admired.
i wonder if i am admired?
i wish to be looked at with a wonder; an admiration and curiosity of what and who i am.
i long to be seen as something beautiful, unexpected, unfamiliar, or inexplicable.
i long for people to be curious of me.
i long for people to hold some type of admiration for me.
or maybe i just wish they would see me the way i see them; beautiful, unexpected, unfamiliar, and inexplicable.
i want to be seen that way, one day.
one day.