Here I lay scarred up from the neglect I\'ve taken myself though,
I\'m weak and my whole life has been painful I don\'t know what to do.
How can I put these very chemicals into my flesh,
But when I\'m high my mind is at rest.
When there is no more to enjoy I cry
I\'m weaken off the effects my soul wants to die.
No one to call because I\'ve ran all away from being a junky
Why can\'t I change and remove this addicted monkey.
Here I lay my life is going down the drain
Dear lord renew me change me because I\'m so tired of riding this train