Floating memories sparkle and drift
Like sun-soaked sea foam floating adrift
The ocean wreckage of my ruptured mind
That periwinkle and fuchsia garden of hope
Bellowing bells and bellowing smoke
When I met you last summer and fell in love
I believed in silver linings
Drunk nights spilling into regretful mornings
Carried away by the large eyeball, the cloudburst
Haunt me and cut deep like an eternal tug-of-war
Swimming through tedious conversations, moons
Spilling into my eyes, the light leaves like a daydreamer
Falling into an abyss of moss and insomnia
Dying and coming back to life, the pendulum swing
Echoes, my tears die like stars, manic, half-smiling
Splinters ricochet and penetrate my resilient bones
Wandering and lonesome, my resilient bones
Dipped in the wax of my pen, the kiss you left behind
An apocalypse, a tortured body dying in the blue-yellow
Half-light of my room, fading with my memories
In the corner with my broken dreams, my telescope
Apples and frog spots, speaking but my lips are shut
I think you know about the way I get lost
Self-destructive, I sniff you like a dog and remember
The way we kiss and say goodbye
The slurs that poison your tongue
And all the things we don\'t say, afraid to speak
I am a butterfly
I am a wolf
I am made of flowers and stars
Drowning in the music of my heartbeats
The maudlin red-letter-days
Stirred and whipped and brimming
I am apathy
I am godless
I am decay.