when i am asked,
how i have been,
if i\'m alright,
or if i\'m okay,
my brain freezes,
its not that the question
is hard to answer
yet my answer is so complicated
i can\'t find the words to explain it,
its like living with a bunch of people,
but in my head,
who are always debating and being really loud,
yet silent at the same time
i\'m so done living like this.
yet i\'m not done
i have barely even started
and i already want out.