Maybe I grew up too fast?
I left home
To be on my own
I left the memories I once made in the past
The friends I once had
All in the past
I thought I was living life to the fullest
Until I started to feel numb
All there is now is a feeling
A feeling of emptiness
That makes you question
What if I never left?
Maybe all I needed was another year to start my life
Another year to make more memories
Another year to be around everyone
Fill my head with more knowledge
Maybe then I’d understand the concept of life a little more
Maybe then I’d understand myself a little bit more
Did growing too fast make me the way I am now?
Wanting to shut myself out from the rest of the world
Wanting to go back in time
To take advantage of the many more memories
Memories that could’ve been made.
But who would actually understand that?
As were all trying to escape the life we’re living
Not realizing we’re leaving the best moments behind
Not savoring the time we had
It’s a blur now
The only thing we have now
Is the life we’re living.