Havoc, fighting against all my self control.
One opponent against myself.
Lost hope of overcoming it.
Dejected by myself.
Incarcerated by my own mind.
Nefarious thoughts raging through my head.
Going to attempt the unthinkable.
Outraged at myself for even trying to.
Nostalgia hitting me hard.
For the people I care about most.
Omitting the sharp object in my hands.
Remembering the people that love me.
The people that need me.
Helping myself get up.
Encouraging myself to move forward and live on because
My life isn\'t just something I can take away, it\'s something important that can never be replaced.