I would like to be a writer
but I don´t have the stamina or the creativity.
I would like to be a vet and nurse animals back to health
provide them with what they have always given me
but I don´t have the willpower and grades to learn how.
I would like to be like the people who study criminology but I lack the stable mind and steady hands
and so I would be more like the people they learn to avoid.
Where is my place in this world that everyone told me I would come to find?
I would like to travel to a different one but those gates I will never find.
jo