The thought of losing you was much scarier than anything.
In the initial stages,
I felt how worthless I was without you.
A hefty chunk of my time is spent inside my mind.
On a solitary theme, You.
I had endless questions
Yet, no answer
Then came the most terrifying thought,
Trashing our dreams together
(Business plans, rich goals of valuing us & visiting places)
I lived as a quarter and seldom a half or a whole
I sought everything that could numb my pain
Or level the circumstance
But nothing supplanted you
You’ve definitely become a tonnage more loved
Than you were previously
I think of u when
I’m happiest, happier, normal, sad & saddest
And mostly, I think about what we could have become together
Losing you was so dreadful
I had lost everything
One hundred percent
On a positive spot, It was liberating (You taught me, I could live for me)
A vital balance in everyone’s life
I love u
U could lose everything
(beauty, style, kids, cash...)
But I would in any case pick you,
even at 70.
Your heart is so warm,
It melts my cold life.
I’ve never felt much comforted elsewhere than in your arms.
“A friend I can never replace.”-2pac.
Hope you find more reasons to smile,
I’m trying too.
& May be one day I will find wings and fly