Without reason, I feel alone and down
And no ones there for me when I look around
I call for help, I hear no returning sound
I call for company, I really need it now
I seek reassurance when I’m in doubt
But when it\'s given, I don’t feel reassured
I’m running from the past, but it\'s hard
‘Cause the past reoccurs
And it keeps reteaching me lessons
‘Cause I never learn
I’m ignorant and stern
Even when I know that I’m wrong
I tell myself I’m fine, but this feeling,
I’ve been feeling it for so long
Things are gone, but I still try to hold on
And it hurts
The people that surround me are what gives me my worth
And everytime they leave, I feel my value fall to the value of dirt
I’ve got emotions that I can’t put to words
And I’ve got thoughts deep down that no one’s ever heard