Here I sit,as nervous as can be,
I\'m thinking,am I truly going to be free,
I am amazed that I\'m doing this,but it is God\'s will,
I\'m so anxious,but I\'m forcing myself to be still,
I feel horrible for hurting my family,they will be so mad,
But on the other hand,did they ever really care if I was the one sad.
I must put these thoughts aside and focus on this task,
It\'s time to be courageous and put awayy mask.
God comes first and my faith is in Him,
I can\'t look back ever,over this devastatingly high rim.
I must press forward and leave this heartache behind,
I will be released from my chains,never again to be confined,
My hope comes from the Lord and my faith is in Him alone,
On his wings I will soar,to new heights,to my destiny, I will be flown