I don\'t want to live forever
I tried to hang myself
But the ceiling came crumbling down
Then I tried to jump off a building
But I got a fear of heights
And I tried to swallow all the drugs like a squirrel
But what if I actually live with a damaged liver
So I took a step out into the heavy traffic
And realised I could hurt the others
Oh boy I would never stuff my head into the oven or burn
But I am sure I would burn in hell regardless
It is hard to kill myself
When I am a coward
Because I am not brave enough
To face the music if I accidentally live
And imagine being charged with murder of oneself
A criminal even when I am dead
Thanks so much, law.
At least my parents have my sister
They wouldn\'t need me
Can someone please show me some more love
Even though I struggle to love myself