take me
please
use me
i\'m a hollow shell of who i was
but now i\'m beautiful.
the purple i dyed my hair
has been ripped out with
the nails that i stopped biting
the blood of my scalp mixed with
that of my wrists.
you didn\'t like my skirt
too colourful
i\'ll use myself to dye it red
please
love me
i didn\'t know i was losing myself
but now i don\'t care
i\'m the me you wanted
the me you can touch
and kiss
and fuck
please
use me
take me
want me
if you don\'t, who will?
i became this for you
i\'m no longer me
the sharpie lines of my drawings
have worn off my skin
i replaced them with something permanent.
you never liked the books on my shelf
or the poems on my sleeve
or the stories i told
i stopped telling them
please
i\'ll say whatever you want
just don\'t leave me
there isn\'t a me left to exist
without you i don\'t know who i am
i\'ll stop writing poems
i\'ll wear pink sundresses
i\'ll bleach my hair blonde
i\'ll be quiet
i\'ll stop singing on walks
i\'ll be whoever you want
but please
please
please
you\'re the only one i have left
i became this for you
i\'m desperate
please
have i become good enough?
will you leave too?
please