I was desperate.
Hungry.
I wanted you to know how I thirst.
I thought I can be a beast.
But I was devoured.
I was lost.
And I was losing, digging through an unfathomable deep.
I felt helpless!
My needs. My wants.
They escaped!
They ran, ran at their top speed.
For I was STUPID.
I was DUMB.
I was INCOMPETENT.
Time is my enemy.
But I am my formidable foe.
I desire to beat me!
I\'m dying to kill me!
I wanted to be held VICTORIOUS.
Yet I was unbeatable.
I was surrendering to me.
How naive?
A weakling indeed!
One.
Two.
Three.
The days will pass by.
They won\'t wait for me!
And so I was scared.
Scared with all my flesh and bones.
Can I? Will I?
Shall I be able to do it?