mary.soft

Seasons change

Sitting in the snow wondering about the love we had…

 

Dancing in the field in the summer heat

There was nothing I wanted more

Than looking into your eyes, hearing your voice

Saying we will always be this close.

But there are you now?

 

I know, I know, I know

better than anyone

You left me alone in the cold.

I just wish you wouldn`t have chosen her

And helped me to get through this cold.

never mind.

 

Seasons change and you feel more and more away.

Such a funny feeling:

All this time you held me awake

No wonder why I feel so worn out.

But this is the final dream of how we could be.

Last intrusive thought or maybe not.

Step away from you is all that I need to do

Then the time will be able to make its turn.

 

It`s spring already,

The snow is slowly fading

like memories of you and I.

shit.

It`s unexpectedly cold - you

Are trying once more to get back in time:

Back before when you had it all,

Before all the leaves started to fall.

But you left me and let me fall…

 

I know, I know, I know

The summer is close,

But it has to be mine,

not yours…

 

And now that summer is a step away,

And I can finally feel the warmth

You`re trying to pave your way in my life once again.

But you forgot to ask the architect - I don`t want you there.

No need to be hysteric - you made your choice in the fall.

Now it`s my time to choose

to heal & to be on my own.

I can feel how time taking its turn.

 

Seasons change and I feel more and more strong.

Such a funny feeling:

Sometimes I still hear echoes of what we were,

No wonder my heart broke.

But now It doesn`t even skip a beat

for what we were and who we became:

Two strangers who can`t share a single glance.