I\'m exhausted.
I\'m sick of school,
I\'m sick of home,
I\'m sick of my family,
My friends, foes, and hoes.
I wish they shared, I wish they cared
But no one ever does.
I want to forever lay, although I\'m totally okay..
I fight to stay alive, although I\'m totally alright..
I want to die, but “I\'m fine, I have everything” I don\'t know why.
I don\'t matter one bit, I wish I could just quit, get out of this shithole, that\'s it.
As I drag the blade across my skin, I look down and grin.
Silver turns to red, I can\'t break free of my head, I wish I was dead,
the thoughts turn loud, it feels like I\'m lost in a crowd,
it feels like a stampede, they say that I deserve to bleed.
I\'m exhausted, my feelings are vaulted, I wish I could disappear,
forgotten by everyone who\'s near, because nobody needs me,
nobody understands, and as I close my eyes and drift to a forever sleep,
I think with glee, “I\'m finally free“