Dear S, Im sorry.
I’ll hate myself forever, but don’t pity me
Cause I should be there for you instead
Im the older sister, Im supposed to protect you
But instead all I do is hurt you
I\'m sorry for everything I didn’t do
I\'m sorry for everything that I did do too
I failed at my responsibility
Everytime your mad with me, I get mad with myself
Thinking “What did I do?” “How can I help?”
I try to talk but you push me away and I understand
I know I can’t make up for my mistakes
But even in the hurt and in the dark
I’ll be here, whenever you need
Hey Sariri? Your an idiot, but your my idiot
I\'m sorry and promise to try to be better
Sincerely,
you annoying and very disappointing big sister