When you look at me what do you see
Im dying to know how I’m perceived
What about me drew you in
Was it my looks
Was it my grin
Did my energy radiate like sunshine
Did you think to yourself,
I have to make her mine
You say im not the like rest you’ve met
Even have all of your closest family and friends attest
There was just something about me I suppose
That seemed to peak your interest the most
Yet in the end im left crying to my friends
Wondering what changed
Was there something wrong with the love that I gave?
Maybe it’s the way I dress
Or better yet maybe there’s something wrong in my head
For I can’t wrap around my mind
On how something so evil could have seemed so divine
One last question
Before we never speak again
Was this ever real for you
Or all just pretend