I\'ve spent 4 years fighting with my own thoughts.
it feels like suicide is the only way out but I know I\'m wrong, I\'m just tired of feeling...
What if death isn\'t the end, what if there\'s more to feel?
I need a guaranteed way out, if not that then please... someone help me while we\'re still here.
I plead for help but I know there\'s not much anyone can do, I know this is all on ME.