I had the greatest therapist or so it seemed to me
Until the day I saw a tear that wouldn\'t go away
The time it took for me to trust before I told my secrets
And now i have this angst for her learning to release it
It seems so clear to me now I cannot tell her all the rest
Try to hide the way it hurts inside i know she does her best
To manage counter-transference the way that she was trained
Although she blew her cover then the trust would still remain
Afterall her heart had laid the ground work to help us build a trust
We\'re only human after all sometimes life just gets too much
The only hurdle that I had with her the other ones were mine
We\'d grow beyond a weaker moment in just a bit of time
The deepest work I ever did she was my trusted witness
Of all the therapist I knew she would be the greatest
Until one day there came a time for her to take a break
A heart that could not bear the strain the way that she was trained
I thought for just a day about it I gave myself that time
To ask myself key questions to try to ease my mind
So if this is the second therapist to suffer from a fall
Was it something that I shared with her how could I make that call
Isn\'t that what I learned from her to keep the focus on myself
To honor what I need from me dont put it on a shelf
Still sometimes it hurts alot when I think of her to long
The greatest therapist I ever had accepting that she\'s gone
I can let the tears fall right now dont rush to wipe away
Allow myself to feel those feelings the way she taught that day