PurpleGlasses

Questions

There is a comfort that she supplies 

Like a warm ray of sun peeking, through dark and rainy skies,

 

I dare to feel

Try to uncover

Do I keep it to myself ?

Or do I feel like another ?

 

Like a unwanted role,

A dreadful part,

Played over an over

Until it changed my heart,

 

Dammed to live,

Dammed to lie,

Trying to search for parts of me, that are actually mine 

 

Some things learned,

Many more lost,

In fear of rejection,

I isolate, but at what cost ?

 

A restless soul yearns for rest,

An uneasy thing to do

I keep returning 

To things I swore never again, I knew 

 

Drowning in sea

Swallowed by the water

Pulled down into the depths

Where it slowly gets darker

 

Black are the skies,

The slim beam of light,

passed