Am i crazy after all
will he ever understand.
The journey that I took
leading back to him.
Words cannot convey
all matters of the heart.
If I could have only seen
the truth before my eyes.
He was surely capable
of standing by my side.
A gift I could not fathom
a love I\'d never known.
Accept me as I am
I\'ll do the same with you.
So very disappointed
in my frailty...
Standing next to him
would not allow myself to see.
Spinning through my mind
thoughts of what they\'d say.
She can\'t be good for him
kept swirling in my head.
If only I could have voiced it...
we could have talked it through.
Would not have left him unknowing
what could have possibly went wrong.
I can see it clearly now
no longer want to be alone.
If I can\'t be with him
I could accept his clone.
I don\'t even think I\'m joking
I might be serious.
It\'s OK to laugh
sometimes its what we need
To get us through the angst
now back to him and me
What I\'ve needed all along
To be cared for and to love
With a man that feels just right
when we are alone.
A safer place to be
I never knew before
A better place for me
I\'ll never know again.
Is this just a dream
or is it really real
Allowing them to surface
these feelings are surreal.
To late to see him now
is my only fear
A possibile reunion
is this even real.
There is no way to know
if I never try
A worse regret would be
if I never chose.
Is that the way they say
it\'s not the chance you took
The worst regret would be
the one you never would.