you told me you loved me
and I believed every single word you said
you told me you loved me and not her
and yet I see you
grabbing her hips
pulling her hair
whispering something that seems to make her smile
and it doesn\'t bother me
I mean it does but not in a way that it should
I stand alone it the center of the room
shoulders slouched
eyes heavy
filled with tears
watching you two in a corner, giggling
it bothers me but not in a way that it should
you\'re kissing her
the tears trickle down my face finally
and I don\'t know why I\'m crying
all I know is that what I see you doing
bothers me
but not in a way that it should