I played dumb but I always knew
I kept quiet so I could keep you
it was killing me on the inside
yet I couldn\'t do a thing
because I loved you
I\'ve seen the way you look at her
what a sight for sore eyes
she\'s got you completely and utterly mesmerized
it hurts
I doubt you have ever looked at me the way you look at her
with such awe in your eyes
I loved you at your worst,
but that wasn\'t enough for you, was it?
I want to scream my lungs out
I want to hate you
I really do but I can\'t seem to
because for some God forsaken reason, I still love you
I can\'t find the strength to hate her either
she\'s such an angel, Gods perfect gift to mankind
but then again, I wish she were dead
I hope you never forget how you betrayed me
I hope you never forget how much tears I shed over you