I don\'t even know when my last day will be
But why do I feel like it\'s getting closer
I\'ve lived a comical life
And all my days as a loner
I found love at a later time
A time when my numbness has caused me a lot
A time when I couldn\'t believe it to be real
At my lowest when I had nothing to offer
My life will be a memory lots will cherish
And my picture will bring tears to their eyes
I don\'t know if the grim reaper is messing with me
Because I don\'t see myself dying anytime soon
I just don\'t know why I feel so close to my death
My life is nothing but an unfinished project
For there are lots I haven\'t done
And beautiful sights I haven\'t seen
Like seeing my parents smiling at my kids
With the one I love living a life of hers - wild and free
My brothers, grand and luxurious
And my friends, large and lovely
I pray you keep my spirit alive dear God
And let the grim reaper neglect me