Tonight I cried...
I cried tears of failure
Feeling like a failure to my kids
Tears of loneliness
Lonely for someone to come home to
Tears of anger
Angry that he hurt me, that I let him
Tears of sadness
Sad I can’t give my kids more
Tears of irritation
Irritated that he still haunts my mind
Tears of fear
Fear I can’t get through it
Tears of frustration
Frustrated that I can’t do it all
Tears of anxiety
Anxious at just the thought
Tears of worry
Worried I\'m not strong and won\'t heal
Tears of doubt
Doubting my worth and being enough
Tears of love
Love from my family
Tears of calm
Calmness knowing there’s a plan
Tears of uncertainty
Uncertain of the unknown
Tears of confusion
Confused why he hurt me when he ‘loved’ me
Tears of Betrayal
Trust that was betrayed and shattered
Tears of Hurt
Hurting of a broken heart and torn soul
Tears of thankfulness
Thankful for every blessing I’ve gotten
Tears of Confidence
Confident that I will always do my best
Tears of strength
Strength I\'m still discovering
Tears of acceptance
Accepting me for who I am and not giving up
Tears of peace
Peace in Him
Tonight I cried.
NM 9/2021